Funny how God works
Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 4:55 pm
Well this is my first time to post on this sub forum, recognize the same ole faces though. As some of you might remember from my post in the General Section I am experiencing some financial hardships due to being in the real estate and mortgage business. To say it has taken a toll on my faith is an understatement. As this has all escelated, I drew further and further away from my faith. Sunday mornings saw me looking for every reason not to go to church.
For some reason about 2:15 this morning my 6 year old came into our room because she had heard "foot steps" and got scared. She hasn't woke up in the middle of the night in years. From that minute till about 5:00 this morning I laid there staring at the ceiling wondering what I am going to do, how I got here, what my friends were going to say if I have to file Bankruptcy, etc.
About 5:15, I started doing something I hadn't done in a while, praying! I told myself that I was going to get up and take everybody to church this morning. Well lo and behold, we set down, I open up the bulletin and what is the sermon on...... Stewardship of Money! First thing out of the preachers mouth was " Madison county has the highest per capita income in the state but I bet there are a people out there today wondering how they are going to pay their bills". My throat lumped up, eyes welled up with tears and for an hour I listened to my preacher tell me what I had been going through like he had been there the whole time.
So I guess I know who's footsteps those were last night and I guess I know where he was leading me... or toting me.
For some reason about 2:15 this morning my 6 year old came into our room because she had heard "foot steps" and got scared. She hasn't woke up in the middle of the night in years. From that minute till about 5:00 this morning I laid there staring at the ceiling wondering what I am going to do, how I got here, what my friends were going to say if I have to file Bankruptcy, etc.
About 5:15, I started doing something I hadn't done in a while, praying! I told myself that I was going to get up and take everybody to church this morning. Well lo and behold, we set down, I open up the bulletin and what is the sermon on...... Stewardship of Money! First thing out of the preachers mouth was " Madison county has the highest per capita income in the state but I bet there are a people out there today wondering how they are going to pay their bills". My throat lumped up, eyes welled up with tears and for an hour I listened to my preacher tell me what I had been going through like he had been there the whole time.
So I guess I know who's footsteps those were last night and I guess I know where he was leading me... or toting me.